Where did it go?

It's been a long while since I've posted anything on my mind. I realized that this year is coming to an end. It is crazy how fast this year went... Where did it go? I don't know what takeaways I have for this year because it all what so fast. I don't want to make any "resolutions" for next year. How often are they fulfilled. I want to see next year and be closer to Jesus than I am now. I want to be less selfish. I want to be more caring and gentle to the people around me, even if they aren't caring and gentle towards me. I want to more like Christ and less than this "good person" I think I am. I want to consume less and give more. I want to love richly and laugh purely. I want to live this life without regret and without apologies. Life is indeed short and regret and apologies cost too much.